Cast, away

Saturday, January 31

All you inky creatures, i wish i could stab you with a fork.

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and thanks for ruining my almost perfect day.
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living with someone can be really hard, be it family, friend, a love one or just some random old stranger.
the suspicious looking damp floor, the uncapped toothpaste, hair of unknown origins clogging the sink and shower drainer... gosh. i try to stop myself from gagging each time i come across such sights.

i like knowing where everything of mine is placed, i like a clean, completely dry washroom.
yes i am anal and terribly particular about my things.. but this i honestly cant help it. i try, i really do try to turn a blind eye to everything; the filth, the mess, the smell. gosh.
but i guess the uncapped toothpaste i have seen for the 3rd time since i arrived back home in sg kinda triggered this uncanniness and repulsiveness.
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i watched ink heart earlier in the night.. i must say it was an absolute disgrace to fantasy films.
the script was poorly structured, the direction of the movie was least said-- a complete mess. acting was pretty bad as well.. gosh. why why why?!
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so it's hk on monday and back a week later and a few days break before i fly back to melb... it's such a rush for me again with so little time in singapore and i practically havent met any of my friends and not forgetting all the good food i wanted to eat so badly when i was missing it in melbourne.

with that said, i must admit i'm truly looking forward to hk. finally, a holiday. (yea, i need an annual holiday fix) the last time i visited hk, i was too young to remember anything, so this time, i got to make the trip worth.
cant wait for all the food, shopping and a brief respite before i fall back into reality.
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oh, did i also mention that i had my wisdom tooth op on wed? yeah.. the pain is somewhat manageable, but... hoooo.. my swollen cheek is gosh, how should i describe it..
yah. basically i look like i've got a fishball stuck in my lower left cheek or that i simply look like a deformed child.
and mind you, i have been walking around town running my endless errands before i take off monday. it's such an eyesore that i literally feel as if i have to walk with my head plastered to the ground. shsssh, please go away soon.

alright, enough angst and rant before i spoil my next up and coming saturday for myself.

ta.

4:10 AM; 1 chatters

Friday, January 23

Breathe easy.

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wooo.. just back from supper with weif and we had the longest conversation at prata house. we literally watched the tables around us change hands multiple times.
weif, you just worsen my possible bronchitis

so cny is coming, and god, i'm no where near my ideal size and weight. in fact i'm opposite of that and am eating like there's no tomorrow.
looking at everything single dish, thinking of my favourite restaurants just makes me want to eat them ALL at once.

and i'm pretty upset that this year's collection of red packets are gonna decrease and my birthday red packet from my grandma will probably be like...1% of what i hoped for it to be.:(

should i get a... nokia e71 that everyone seems to like, a blackberry bold(though it's HUGE, but i quite like it), or a blackberry curve 8900? i'm so in love with qwerty keyboard i refuse to give them up. it's sad that my dopod/htc phones are either laggy, or nobody can hear me on the other side of the line unless i bang the phone like 5times every 4 seconds. why cant htc produce a decent phone i can purchase?

no.. i just googled, and honestly, the bestest phone would be the nokia n95. a dopod/htc flip sideways qwerty with nokia capabilities. sweet.

hmm...

nutmeg just did the most adorable thing and he's lying onn the couch, making it all comfy for his beauty sleep. gosh, i honestly do miss dee.:(
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happy near year y'all...!
ta...

1:27 AM; 1 chatters

Wednesday, January 21

Fairy tales disgust me.

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watched Cinderella earlier in the night with mel and amy. the show was alright, though i must say their over exaggerated mushy-ness kinda made my yummy ichiban boshi dinner turn somewhere along my gastrointestinal tract.

so i skipped work today and visited mini with mel for a bit before i took off to meet junyi. like a proper shop walk talk day after 1.5 years? it was way overdue and i must say, it felt like the old times again.
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anw, so the polls are in. thanks for all the sms-es and calls people. i've decided to CALL OFF the party and use the money to pamper myself instead.
like how weif plainly puts it "why spend money on your friends, might as well just spend on yourself" haha
speaking of which, shopping with weif was absolutely fantastic, it really did open my eyes to loads of hidden gems.

J, when you read this.. please remember to cancel with Fullerton before they charge it on your credit card!

so.. we decided to put the money to good use and take a trip out of the country after my wisdom tooth (i hope it's tooth and not teeth) op. and now that i just heard from ching about her blowing 1.4k in 2 days over in that place, we better get our wallets ready to shop till we drop. LITERALLY. (then again, ching does tend to overspend and overshop)

okay. it's back to morning work tmr again and maybe a day out with weif again? or a stay in tv session with nothing but me, my couch and my lap top. if only dee was here to keep me company and hop on me.

i miss you dee...
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i dont understand why dear friend likes about singapore. yah.. there's friends, maybe family yada yada.. but... STILL? sorry dear friend, i have to quote this from the conversation we just had cause it's mind boggling and i simply DON'T GET IT?!
like, if you havent stepped out of sg, yes, sg is great.. i once thoguht that too. but now that you/we have experienced the greener grass on the other end, why would anyone want to come back to poor, low digestibility pasture.
it's like eating dead herbage, why would anyone choose that over like green forages or something. (GAWD i cant remember my AHMW)

no people, please know that i'm not actually trying to condemn this place where you call home, and frankly, my mum and sis call home too. but... please help me understand what is it here that you guys hold so dearly too? give me a different perspective other than what i already have.
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okay. it's late but i cant sleep, i feel angsty, i feel like someone's antagonising me with a bright red flag and i was a bull or something.

beware.

ta.

3:00 AM; 7 chatters

Monday, January 19

As is.

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i'm at this point where i'm terribly annoyed with myself for my indecisiveness.

Should i ...
1) scrap all birthday plans and take a trip to HK?
2) scrap all birthday plans and buy myself nice bags and clothes
3) carry on with the birthday plans

Pros of cancelling
- probably saving at least 5k, at most.. 6-7?
- spare myself all the hassle of making invites and delivering them out
- dress woes are gone
- i will get pretty nice bags
- holiday!! (i'm totally in need of one)
- i can do my wisdom op anytime
- the fear of possible property damage of the suite; gone.

Cons of cancelling
- unable to end the spell and curse of terrible birthdays
- loss of red packets from relatives (haha)
- unfulfilled vision of my perfect birthday
- cancelling with all the guests
- unable to meet all my friends in my short trip back to sg
- possible regret in the future

GOSH. i cant decide! :((((

i hate fullerton for making it a need to do fullerton catering.

HELP ME!!!

12:31 PM; 1 chatters

Saturday, January 17

Let me get back there.

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i'm totally craving chili crab right now. cook for me pleaseeee!

birthday plans are settling in, much thanks to j..
now there's catering and invites to settle
and the viewing of the location and we're good to go!
:)
wiill update wrt to that soon!
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i need to stop being lazy and get out of the house before my errands start piling up way too high and there will not be enough time to complete them!
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okay, i miss you dee.

ta!

12:25 PM; 1 chatters

Saturday, January 10

"Trifactor of hotness"

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hahhahahhahaa.
sorry cant help but inject that. (ask me why PRIVATELY please!)

ANYWAY,
it was the sold out event--Tegan and Sara concert last night with guest bands The Jezebels and An Horse.
1+ hour of queuing, 4.5 hours of standing.. gawd.. it was an incredibly long wait for the girls to come out. poor jan and ox, who probably knew nothing about them except from the endless times they hear it in jx's car on repeat.

but anyhow, WOO! they were great!
"tegan you're amazing!" but i must say sara looked adorable on stage last night. even jan was swooning over her.

the wait begins...

with fish liz and jx

Jan got lazy and decided to sit and wait for the bands to arrive

I apologise to The Jazebels and An Horse for having absolutely no pictures at all.

T&S!

Sara Quinn

next concert up..... PCD and lady gaga! (thats a long long long way to go...)

11:21 AM; 1 chatters

Monday, January 5

Fairy tales.

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am feeling a little bummed that i only became of the Cinderella musical earlier this morning:(

postponed my flight back a couple of days, coming back to sg is honestly becoming quite a drag...
hmm.

okay, tegan and sara concert this coming friday.

think thats about it.

ta.

5:25 PM; 2 chatters